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A portrait of a toilet bitch.

(not safe for you – if you are faint of heart, weak in the knees, or have a fragile stomach. Brown shower talk ahead, enter at your own risk!)


When My toilet-bitch and I met for the first time in May of 2012, I certainly did not anticipate he would earn a place in My stable. he came to Me for guidance, committed to serving Me to his best abilities, willing to face the many challenges this type of service involves. There have been moments of near-success and some of not-so-near, moments when punishment was a necessary action, and rewards were rightfully earned. Through it all, I always knew in his heart he wanted nothing more than to be the best toilet that he can be.

My most memorable training session to date was when he suggested a scenario that was a long time fantasy of Mine. he suggested he be My toilet, in My home (as he has been allowed in many times due to the nature of the scene). he wanted to be placed in a spot I designated for him, in a box that did not allow him to see much. he would be in this position for 5-6 hours, and would be used whenever nature called. This was a scene I read about happening mostly in commercial Dungeons, and I found the idea to be highly arousing. We began the scene, and without going into too much detail, it had to be cut short.

Moving on to our most recent, successful meeting with My T-Bitch… Once again, he suggested a scenario I fantasized about enacting ever since My first experience, during which My boy would consume a mixture that would provide for him to eat, to be served in a bowl. When it was time for the scene, My TB was inspired to bring a plate and utensils to consume everything as, literally, a full meal on a plate. My preparations went perfectly according to plan, and he was indeed served one of the largest meals in our history together. Much to My surprise, he pleased Me by not only finishing every bit, but also licking his utensils clean… Down to every last drop! he was rewarded with a couple of activities where he finds a great deal of pleasure, and I too, knowing the rewards well very well earned. A job very well done, toilet-bitch!

One of the most enjoyable aspects of our play is how inspired he is with every challenge, overzealous at times, but always wanting to out do himself. he is as devoted as I am pleased to push his boundaries and have him serve Me in this fashion. With so many wonderful experiences with him, I look forward to how we can continue to out do each of our training sessions. I’ve a few ideas….


i have served my incredible and beautiful Goddess, Mistress Alexandra Sadista, for a couple years.  During that time, She has guided my training as Her toilet.  Our mutual goal has been for me to become Her fully consuming toilet, taking in all Her divine wastes. As she puts it, “you are My toilet to use as I see fit.”  She is my Goddess and it is my ultimate way of worshiping Her, showing my complete submission and devotion to Her.  i have had my successes and failures.    She has sternly pushed me to become a better toilet for Her.

Prior to my most recent service, She firmly advised me that i would receive “a generous, proper feeding.”  She instructed me “Be prepared!  I will have a full meal ready for you, My toilet, and you must clean your plate otherwise you cannot leave the table.  Every little morsel.  I won’t take no for an answer!”   i agreed to bring a plate, knife and fork to help me with my task.  With great nervousness but also great determination to achieve my goal and please my Goddess, i arrived at Her door.

When She opened the door, She was amazingly beautiful as always, luxurious dark hair, flawless olive toned skin and a wicked smile.  i knelt down and kissed each of Her boots. As i met Her stern gaze, She asked “Are you ready today, My toilet?  Are you hungry for a full meal?”  i mumbled “Yes, Mistress,” trying to sound confident.  She replied,  “Good,  you better be! Don’t disappoint Me, toilet!”. She then proceeded to tie up my cock and balls and commanded me to put on a diaper.  Next, She sat down, instructed me to lie over Her lap and pulled down my diaper and gave me many hard spankings, each one stinging smartly and each one harder than the other.   She warned me, “Remember, there will be much harder spankings if you do not clean your plate today!  I might have to use a harsher implement as well!”  i mumbled “Yes, Mistress,” knowing She was serious.  When She was satisfied with the redness of my bottom, She announced,  “It is time for your meal, toilet! I am ready to use you.  Assume your proper toilet position!”.  She then slipped off Her underwear and sat above me on Her toilet throne.  Entranced, i gazed admiringly up at Her feminine flower and Her beautiful rosebud framed by a perfectly shaped muscular derriere, aware that i would soon be receiving my fresh drink and meal directly from my Goddess.  i waited with nervous anticipation.  She then commanded “Open your mouth, toilet, I am ready to give you My golden!”  i obeyed and my mouth was filled to the brim with heavy streams of Her delicious golden piss.  She commanded “Keep your mouth open and drink every drop, toilet!” as i gulped vigorously.  She fully emptied Her bladder into my toilet mouth, then told me to “ keep your mouth wide open, toilet!”  i was mesmerized by the glorious sight of Her beautiful rosebud puckering and Her brown slowly emerging.  As She had warned me, several firm brown caviar logs came out of Her one by one and landed in my mouth.  But they were too big to swallow and fell to the side.  She stood up, looked down and saw that they were beside me.  She mischievously smiled while observing, “That is quite a large load! you have a big meal today, toilet!”  She then ordered me to sit up.  She handed me the plate, knife and fork i had brought with me that day.  She placed all Her brown logs on the plat,  handed me the knife and fork, then sat down in front of me and looked directly into my eyes to remind me of my task.  “It’s time to for you to eat, toilet.  Now be a good toilet and clean your plate.  Every morsel.  If you do not completely clean your plate, you will be severely punished!”  i gradually ate my meal, piece by piece, chewing and swallowing every bite.  Each piece was still warm and fresh, firm but still moist and chewy.  The taste was strong and bitter but also delicious since it was Her divine waste.   As i did so, She looked into my eyes and firmly encouraged me with Her words. i eventually finished all the logs, a full load.  She smiled and said “Wonderful, toilet! But, you’re not quite done yet. Here, let Me help you.”  She drooled a large serving of spit onto the plate and mixed it with Her remaining brown.   She then said, “There you go.  Now finish cleaning your plate, toilet. Eat every little bit.  I want the plate spotless.”  As She ordered, i licked it completely clean and spotless to Her satisfaction.  Still not satisfied, She inspected the knife and fork, noticed some of Her brown still clinging to them and commented, “Oh, these aren’t quite clean yet toilet!  Lick them clean too!”   Soon, i had licked these spotless too.  She inspected the utensils, flashed Her wicked smile again, patted me on the head and said “Good job, toilet!”   She then gave me a chance to clean off in the shower. 

When i emerged again, She told me it was time for my reward.  She inserted a butt plug in my ass.  Then, She lay down and gave me the honor of massaging Her gorgeous feet and legs.   Her long lithe legs and petite feet are as perfectly shaped as Her Goddess bottom and it was a delight to serve Her in this way.  i was also rewarded with the sight of Her amazingly beautiful derriere as i massaged Her.  When i had completed this task, She advised me that She felt like She might have dessert for me!  i was so full from the earlier meal i had to reluctantly and graciously decline.  She was disappointed but realized i might back up if i ate more.  She used my ass some more and then had one final task for me, announcing “you will have dessert anyway, My toilet!”   She commanded me to assume a position on all fours and to masturbate.  As i did so, She placed the plate underneath me and commanded me “Come on the plate!  Don’t miss!”  When i was done, She told me to sit down once again, handed me the plate and instructed me, “Lick up every drop, I want the plate clean and spotless again.”  As She watched, i obediently did so.  She inspected the plate and announced “Perfect!  Every last drop!”   i was then allowed to dress and present myself to Her once again.  She asked me “How do you feel, toilet?”  i told Her i felt full and also happy after fulfilling my purpose as Her toilet.   With a satisfied smirk, She said, ” you should feel full! you served Me well and did an excellent job today, My toilet, consuming every drop and morsel of My gifts, not letting anything go to waste, your best job yet.  I am very pleased.  Now you may go.”  Before departing, i knelt and kissed Her boots again while She gave me another gentle pat on the head.  As i left, i felt deep satisfaction knowing that i had pleased my Goddess by fulfilling my sole purpose in life as Her toilet, Her shit and piss receptacle, Her “shit and piss pig.” i felt content knowing that the shit and piss of my Goddess were deep inside me, Her toilet.

In Dallas, Texas – Friday, Jan 31st through Tuesday, Feb 4th

I am Mistress Alexandra la Sadista, a Chicago-based Dominatrix. Stern, demanding, and deviously perverted.

I am traveling with Mistress Simone of Chicago to Dallas, Texas for the True Desires event hosted by Maitresse Renee. Sessions are being scheduled for Saturday, February 1st through Tuesday February 4th in Her massive 7K square foot Dungeon.

Scenes involving bondage, mummification, sensory deprivation, needle play, corporal punishment/discipline, CBT/NT, select types of worship (E.G. foot, boot), and many more are an option. Players of all experience levels are welcome, but must follow proper booking procedures (instructions below). Refer to My website ( for the complete list of My preferred activities before making contact. Compatibility is a must!

For those wishing to indulge even further, you may inquire about Double or Triple-Domme session.

Inquiries can be sent to Mention “Dallas” in the subject line, and in your email include your interests, level of experience, hard limits, and any other pertinent details, such as current medical conditions. My time is limited, and I understand yours might be as well. Ample advance notice is preferred. A small deposit is required, otherwise our time will not be reserved in My book.

In the case you would like to make contact via Interweb, you may choose to do so using one of the following methods:

Gchat: Alexandra Sadista
Tweet: MsAlexandraS
Amazon: Or simply send a token of your admiration

Once again, Texas, I will be penetrating you very soon.

Alexandra's spit

~Mistress Alexandra la Sadista

My NiteFlirt Listing

Hello, pets. I find Myself on this sunny Monday morning with a last minute cancellation, thus freeing up My time for a couple of hours, until My next appointment. What better way to kill some time than by dominating you via NiteFlirt? It is rare that I log in to receive calls, so take advantage of the moment! 10AM-NOON CST. you will find My NF call on My website, or by searching for MistressAlexandraS.

Have a Kinky Day!


Remembrance, as written by a former slave:

Mistress stepped slowly across the wooden floor. Her heels made the most wonderful clicking noise – slow and deliberate, She walked toward me as i knelt in the middle of the dungeon, wearing only a latex jock strap.

“first things first,” She said, “I’m getting that hair off Your back, the fun way!” She had me lay across the gyney table on my stomach, and burned the hair off using isopropyl alcohol and cotton balls. I’ve had the honour of seeing Mistress play with fire, and i know She is very capable and safe with it. It didn’t take long till i had a hairless back, which matched the rest as Mistress insists i keep myself shaved all over.

Mistress sat down and had me kneel on the floor beside Her while She read an email i had sent. the email expounded on the fact that i was Her property, to do with as She pleased, and She wanted to remind me of that. She had me stand, took a sharpie marker, and began to write some of the key phrases on my body. She wrote in large, beautiful script across my chest, down each thigh, across my shoulders and over my lower back. She sat down again and told me to lie across Her lap. i was to receive an old fashioned bare hand spanking. She laid the paper in front of me and told me to read out loud as She applied the spanking. Mistress is a very skilled spanker, and it was difficult to read as She spanked my behind to a rosy pink.

when She was happy with the spanking, She ordered me to the rack of paddles and told me to select 3 implements. i presented them to Her. She chose one and began striking me on the ass. Mistress gave me 10 good strokes on each cheek, and then picked up the second implement. She came round to the where my head was hanging, and brushed Her amazing body across the top of my head. i was looking directly at Her magnificent feet, in my most favourite of Her shoes.

“you like these shoes, don’t you?”
“very much, Miss”
“how many strokes will you take for Me?”
“um, 40 Miss?” i suggested
“ok, 40 on each cheek it is.” 

She began, and luckily alternated five at a time on each cheek. my behind must have been very red by now, and She returned to the head of the table. i once again stared at Her feet as She asked how many of the final implement. i barely stuttered out “100 Miss?”. She agreed to 50 on each cheek, and said if i took them all i might be permitted to worship Her feet later. oh goodness, what motivation! the strokes had become fairly intense by now, but i was determined to take them all. Miss had me count out loud, and She would give me several in a row which made it hard to keep track! the last 6 on each cheek were very hard to take! i hope Mistress was pleased with the strokes, and it certainly helped me to remember my place.

for the next part of the session, Mistress led me to the back room where She had me lay on my back on a bondage table. it was chilly in the room, but She told me it would soon warm up. She put a blindfold on me, and soon i felt a paint brush around my neck, across my nipples, round my belly and all over my penis. i had no idea, and guessed it was paint or perhaps glue. then it hit me that it was liquid latex, which contracts as it sets. the next sound i heard was a blowtorch being lit! She moved the torch around, and the sound travelled up and down my sides, and behind my head! She put out the torch, and then i felt something very cold … i realized it was a liquid She was applying. She traced several patterns on my body and then lit the blowtorch again.

“You are covered in alcohol, a very flammable liquid – do not move!” i was shaking with fear – not fear of Mistress, She is the most trustworthy person i know. it’s hard to say why i was scared, but Mistress truly enjoys messing with my head, and She was doing just that!! i was whimpering and shaking when Mistress turned off the blowtorch and applied more alcohol. i could feel the cold liquid drip down my body, and i got colder as it found every nook and cranny on me. i was literally dripping with alcohol, and then Mistress lit a cotton ball on fire! i could just spy it in glimpses out the bottom of the blindfold, as She masterfully moved the flame around, coming oh so close to the fuel on my body!!

i whimpered that i was so scared – i was shaking and on the verge of tears. Mistress has held my life in Her hands on many occasions, and i have ultimate trust in Her, yet this was still truly a major mind f*ck! Mistress wiped me down, but She wasn’t finished yet … 

She had me move to the gyney table and sit with my back to Her. “have you thought any more about tattoos?” i replied that i had thought of a few ideas, and definitely want more. “I know you crave to wear My marks. I’m going to give you some that will last for a while. this is called cell popping, and I’m going to create a design on you.” i had no idea what was involved, and only felt several pin pricks at the back of my neck. Mistress had me look to see what She was doing, and i saw a flame with a couple of small, pointy tools heating to the point of glowing red. the sharp points are heated then applied quickly to the skin. sometimes a ‘popping’ sound can be heard! the heat lasts long enough for 4 or 5 ‘pops’, then the tools are swapped. one heats while the other is being used. She continued with Her design on my neck, and then popped a couple of cells on my arm so that i could see how long they would last.

A week later, and the marks from the cell popping are still visible and noticeable. i don’t see them going anytime soon. i hope Mistress is happy that She has marked Her property long term – again! Another amazing session with the wonderful, one and only, Mistress Alexandra Sadista

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