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Last month I attended The Studio for a “forced-bi”video shoot. I was invited by Mistress Xena, and after realizing My personal slave was going to be flying in that same day, I asked if he could have the privilege of attending. Of course, this under the one condition.. he was not to know nor be made aware of any details for the evening. My pet was under the assumption it was going to be a “play party” similar to the many we have attended.. we might or might not engage in play, but service and focus on Me was required at all times. I did grant him the opportunity to play with the other Ladies in attendance, if they felt so inclined. He was wagging his tail between his feet in anticipation.

We arrived, and the set up was as if the party had not quite yet begun. In actuality, the REAL party hadn’t, as a few cock-sucking subs had not arrived. We (the Ladies) proceeded with the plan and began getting Our pictures taken. We strapped on our cocks and got ready for the main event. There were various camera angles to enhance Our already intimidating dildos, BJs between the sloppy attendees, multiple cocks being stuffed into single mouths, etc. There was too much action to be caught by the multiple videographers and photographers. Sometimes it was too gross to watch.. the vision of a red, hairy, sweaty ass in the air while being forced to 69 another unappealing hairy sub underneath him almost made Me gag. It was disgusting, however, I did enjoy teaming up with Mistress Vittoria and Lady Maria while we ravaged some holes.. It was an ugly mess amongst exquisite beauties:

The shoot went on for hours, and when most the boys had tuckered out, I volunteered My slave to continue with another portion of the shoot. We worked on him for a while, five-on-one, and just before he was completely broken, we ended the shoot. We were satisfied. All Our cocks had gotten the attention they deserved, and all the subs had received and given their share of BJs, 69s, rim jobs, etc. I am almost too disgusted to continue writing about it because it continues to bring up mental images, so I will stop now.

Yes, it has been months since I’ve logged into My blog. So much has occurred.. I moved out of My apartment where I had a part-time live-in slave into a loft with My lover/kinky partner. After four months of dealing with a less than pleasant situation we have decided to move elsewhere at the end of November. It is a shame, but I at least hope to shoot a handful of videos in the play space I created.

Welcome to My new blog. Over the course of the next few weeks I will be posting new blogs about recent adventures, as well as re-posting from a previous blogging site.

I am Mistress Alexandra “I am your Fetish” Sadista. I am the Mistress formerly known as Mz Candyxxx.

I am an Independent Professional Dominatrix. I am a Lifestyle Perv and a Lover of Sadism, with a deep appreciation for Female Dominance. I am instinctive and intuitive, a playful pervette, a stern sadist, a curious cat, a kinky scientist, a nurturing Mother Dearest, an animated being saturated with richness.

My perverted tendencies date back to age 5, when I discovered My sexuality. I was introduced to a kinky lifestyle at age 19. Soon after, I began performing extensively and organizing fetish events, thus solidifying My involvement in the Texas fetish community. I moved to Chicago in 2004 and fell into a very similar, yet more mature way of life. In 2008, I made the natural transition into the realm of professional domination. Years later, I find Myself physically, psychically and spiritually connected to various aspects of BDSM.